Take 15
I said I was going to do a vlog, I didn’t say it was going to be good!
Old Wounds
Even though I don’t hang out with my friend anymore, I still get reminders of how horribly he treated me and it makes me sad. I’m more angry at myself for allowing it. Don’t worry; it was lack of acknowledgement in front of peers that has me infuriated. Respect is vitally important to me, and I allowed it to happen because I thought he just a stupid boy who had poor home training. ::sigh::
I’m going to go interact with some real friends today.
Victoria’s “secret”
I swear Victoria’s Secret changed their underwear sizes. They’re so much bigger than they were before and it’s makes me mad! I know my rear is not a size small, so I just feel like I’m being lied too.
Lolla recap
Lollapalooza was about a week ago. It was such much fun! I’m glad I was able to attend Lollapalooza (for free!) one more time. Yes, I was working, but it was fun work and didn’t keep me from seeing the bands I wanted to see. I twittered a lot during the festival. I wish I could have been at the Perry Ferrell tent more often. The music was really good and everyone over there was dancing nonstop. But photographers weren’t really there and so I didn’t have to be there. What gets on my nerves often is that people think I’m security instead of press, so I have to deal with all these random problems that are happening in the crowd or with people trying to get backstage. Security is asking me what people can go backstage and even though I know, I don’t have time to teach them, you know? I’m trying to do my own job. A funny instance was when one of the younger security guards asked if it was legal to smoke weed at the concert. He seemed really confused because people were smoking so freely.
I’m really glad I got to see Cold War Kids and Bat for Lashes. I love CWK so much. Lyrically, they are an amazing band. Musically, they are as well, but the lyrics stand out so much to me. I saw Bat for Lashes, well, Natasha Khan, backstage, but didn’t say anything to her. I should have asked for a picture with her, but oh well. Next time? Even though I like CWK, I wouldn’t know ‘em if I saw them, so I didn’t get a picture with them either. Wait a second, all I have is a dumb bberry camera, so that would not have worked anyway. I’m going to bring my polaroid camera with me to Austin City Limits.
I’m incredibly sad I met no cute guys at Lolla. I really wasn’t looking, but I didn’t think it would be that hard. I can tell you right now, there weren’t any cute photographers. Maybe I should have stayed in the media area. That’s where all the bands were getting interviewed. I was chillin’ in the air conditioned trailer.
Oh, and next time, I’m definitely bringing some better shoes for walking around and some larger headphones for the plane. I didn’t think I was out of shape, but I pulled something from walking around too much. What a fat ass…
ho hum…
I feel a little sad. I don’t know why I let this guy get to me. One of these days (soon I hope) I’ll will stop caring about him, anything he does or the people around him do.
